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Elujin
There is no happy ending only what remains to be
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Defining love is almost impossible you can love in so many ways and at the end of the day it’s always changing in your own head. Trying to define love is a little pointless it’s more of an experience. When I think of love I think of an old couple sitting by the ocean holding hands and kissing. It’s that feeling that’s “can’t eat can’t sleep reach for the stars, kind of stuff”. Everyone’s love is unique and it’s something you might lose but never forget. Love comes in many guises, at many stages, with many surprises. It’s the feeling of ecstasy without the need for drugs. It’s the most amazing thing you will never see, only feel.

Loving someone is leaning on each other when times are bad. Getting jitters in your stomach every time you look at them or hear their voice. ¬It’s accepting them with all their flaws and all of their history. It’s knowing you would die for them and knowing they would die for you. It’s caring more for the emotional and physical welfare of them than you care for yourself. It’s having them not judge you and them letting you cry on their shoulder as they wipe your tears and just hold you. It’s picturing you growing old with them and not being scared. It’s standing by your partner no matter what. It’s when you think that there’s nothing else that could go wrong and when it does and everything finally blows over it you and your partner still together holding hands looking into each other’s eyes. It accepting each other for who you guys really are, inside and out, and caring so bad it hurts.

Loves is an Emotional rush, It can make you feel like your finally whole, it can make you forget about you’re problems, it can make you so happy that you cry and so weak that your paralyzed. Love knows no consequence, takes no prisoners and affects everybody, Love can lasts for a minute or a lifetime. It can be strong, yet fragile. It can be scary and it can be confident, it's a complete contradiction in and of itself. Love is not a necessity, but it is life's greatest gift and luxury. You’ll never see it, you’ll never understand it, and you can’t survive without it.

Love’s not all good, it’s an obsessive-compulsive emotional disturbance brought about by persistent sexual frustration, and a profound fear of loneliness. It’s a gamble that’s not in your favor but will keep you coming back for more because the payoff is just that good. It can destroy lives, leave unbearable marks, and leave you with nothing. It’s a battlefield that best played with feeling more than words. It can be so painful that you’d wish you would die. It can be so dangerous you become irrational. It’s putting yourself out there and hoping someone else wants you. It can mean fighting against all odds just for a shot at failure. It’s never a guaranteed return but still worth the risk and will keep you coming back every time.

On a side note:
LOVE . . . is worth seven points in Scrabble. It’s only a verb and it means so much too many and so little to some. You can search a lifetime and never find it. It can be easily confused with lust and cannot be forced. It leaves you vulnerable to the ones you love and let in. It something learned on your own and never can be taught
11th-Oct-2010 12:07 am - Day 4
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What I ate today in great detail… this is going to be really short

For breakfast I had a Nakéd mighty mango 100% juice smoothie which has 1 ¼ mangoes, ½ orange, 1 ¾ apples, 1/3 banana... After that I didn’t eat till 6PM where I took the less healthy route because I was with Sean and ate a Chicken alfredo Pasta Dish... I haven’t ate anything since and well they say in detail but there’s nothing special about the food today
21st-Jul-2009 11:51 pm - Dr. Tran!
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21st-Jul-2009 11:48 pm - Fuck You Joker
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1st-Jul-2009 11:28 pm - Sheer Me In The Ass
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13th-Jun-2009 12:05 pm - Sadly waiting
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All I can do is wait to see if she makes it threw the surgery... The wait is killing me ... Hopefully it doesn't kill her but even if she makes it ... It just gives us alittle more time


-- Post From My iPhone
31st-May-2009 01:45 am - Bounce Fun Plex Woot!
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Woke up around 11 went swimming at the Eden till 4 went home changed then stopped in my grandma's house ate dinner for my aunt birthday sang and headed out to the bounce fun plex for an hour for my friend Leslie's b-day.... all of these non 21ers and they're not going out to clubs to get trashed for free but that's besides the point I had a lot fun being a big little kid = P

30th-May-2009 12:30 pm - Up
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Went to see UP in 3D last night and it was fantastic, it was sad and hella funny at the same time.. Very recommended to anyone that likes pixar movies

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16th-May-2009 11:44 pm - Future Plans
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Next movie that I plan on seeing in Imax!


Next movie I plan on seeing in 3D ... I know it's a kids movie so what shoot me = P
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